LUV HURTS March 22

MALI BA ANG MAGMAHAL AT HUMINGI NG PAG MAMAHAL?

Masakit, Hapdi, Kirot ang nararamdaman ng isang tao pag sya ay nabigo sa lahat ng aspeto ng PAG IBIG. Pag ibig din ang dahilan kung bakit nagkakaroon ng BUO at WASAK na pamilya. Magkakahalintulad ang lahat ng mga karanasang ito mababae kaman o malalaki, bata o matanda o ano mang kasarian. Bakit sadya atang mapaglaro ang panahon? yan ang tanong ng karamihan sa kabiguang nararanasan. Kinikwestyon ang panahon sa mga pangyayari kung bakit dumating ito sa kanilang buhay... AT bakit nga ba? YAN DIN ANG TANONG KO..

Mali ba ang MAGMAHAL? Tao lang din po ako, may puso at damdamin at marunong magmahal. Normal akong tao, kaya nararamdam ko ito.Normal ba ang taong nanakit sayo? Habang sinusulat ko ang BLOG na'to maraming bagay ang bumabagabag sa akin isipan, kung bakit nya nagawa ito. Minahal ko sya, bakit nya nagawa akong saktan? Nagtatanong ako sakin sarili pakiwari naghahanap ng ekplanasyon sa kabilang sulok ng aking utak. Umiiyak ako... wala ba akong karapatang umibig...Bakit palagi na lang akong bigo pagdating sa pag ibig.San ba ako nagkukulang? Kasinungalingan yan ang tumatatak sa akin utak ang ugat ng lahat. Bakit sya nagsisinungaling..Binigay ko ang lahat halos wala ng matira sakin, yan pa ang igaganti nya... Nagsisinungaling sya, Kasi may MAHAL SYANG IBA. Masakit ang natuklasan ko, san ako nagkulang? lahat ng tanong ko, ako rin ang sumasagot. Siguro malayo ako, dito ako sa ibang bansa, kumakayod, naghahanap ng pera para pagdating ng araw maging maligaya at di maghihirap ang pagsasama. Subalit ngayon san na patutungo ang pagsisikap ko, wala na...

Napakasit sakin ang mga pangyayari... benalewala nya ang lahat ng paghihirap ko... at mismo anniversary namin nakalimutan nya.. at doon ko pa natuklasan na may mahal na pala syang iba. MARCH 22 naging kami at MARCH 22 nag end ang relationship namin.. Tama bang magalit ako sa kanya. O ako sadyang tanga sa pag ibig...

Sa ngayon di ako galit sa kanya, naawa at naiinis ako sa sarili ko bakit ko panahintulutan mahulog ang loob ko s kanya ng todo.. di ako nag iwan ng kunti para sa sarili ko...naintindihan ko sya..di ko kayang pumilit ng tao at mag makaawa na mahalin ako.

BABY(M.A.M.) KUNG MABASA MO ANG BLOG NATO.... MALAYA KA NA... AT TANDAAN MO MAHAL na MAHAL KITA at ang pagmamahal na yan babaunin ko habang ako'y nabubuhay..

PAALAM SA PAGMAMAHAL...

"Death Anniversary"

Today is the 3rd Death anniversary of my late father Wilfredo Ejercito Paracuelles. He is not a perfect father for my family but he is still my father.. Im not closed to him but he is still in my heart. When he died,am on his side, I hear the last Word from him, and those word is for my family, and for me.... oh my GOD the tears and pain in my heart i can not imagine.

Isa din sa dahilan kung bakit nagkaganon ang kalagayan ni papa....AKO... Our family is not a perfect sa mata ng tao at Diyos. Lagi nag aaway sina papa at nanay..kung ano ang dahilan ay mananatili yon sa aming alaalang magkakapatid at kamag anak. New year ng 2006 huli kong nasaksihan na mag away ang aking mga magulang... pumagitna ako s kanilang dalawa at nagbitiw ng di magandang salita.... "Kelan pa ba kayo titigil sa pag aaway, simulat pagkamulat ko sa mundong ito away na ang naririnig ko....nagdarasal kaming magkakapatid para maging matahimik ang buhay natin, pero walang nangyayari. ano gagawin ko magdadasal kung kelan kayo mamatay para matapos na ang lahat. Yon ang huling binitiwan kong mga salita sa magulang ko at akoy umalis saming tahanan patungong Davao. after 50 days naospital ang aking ama. Kinabahan ako, mangyayari na ba? ang binitawan kong salita.. kinabahan ako... Pagdating ko sa Ospital kinausap ako ng aking kapatid na okay na raw ang kalagayan ni Papa, at siya ay babalik na ng davao para sa kanyang trabaho (5pm yon). 7 pm ng gabi ginising ko si Papa para kumain. Di nya kinain ang adobong manok na ulam, isang slice na manga ang naging ulam nya.. Masigla si papa sa mga oras n iyon. Pagkalipas ng isang oras tinawag nya ako upang sya ay umihi, nanlamig na ang buong katawan ni papa at nagsimula n sya nagsalita ng pagsisi sa sinapit ng kanyang pamilya. sa kanyang naging bisyo noong sya ay binata pa at di maayos na pamilya... Guilty n ako noon sa mga sinabi ko sa kanya... Tumutulo n ang aking luha dahil alam ko , yon na ang huling gabi nya na makapiling ko sya.. Pagkalipas ng isang oras, wala ng boses akong maririnig mula kay PAPA. Comatose na sya, nagpanic na ako, tumawag ng doctor at nagpakuha ng oxygen... Halos gumuho na ang aking mundo sa mga oras n iyon,. Mamamatay na ba sya... I pray to God na Bigyan pa ng pagkakataon si papa na aming makapiling... pero sya ay pumanaw. February 20,2006 namatay ang aking ama. bago sya nalagutan ng hininga nabulong ko sa kanya ang aking pagsisi at sinabi ko sa unang pagkakataon na mahal ko sya.. tumulo ang luha ni papa kahit sya ay comatose noon...

Naalala at umiiyak ako pag nakakita ako ng manga, dahil yon ang huling kinain ng aking ama bago sya pumanaw.... PAPA MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA... PATAWARIN MO AKO... I MISSED YOU SO MUCH....

VALENTINE'S DAY

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL

Today, we celebrate the Feast of St. Valentine (14th of February) .. This celebration is for all people who knows how to loved and give love too.. A very memorable day to those peolple who has someone special. In The Philippines, people celebrates in thier traditional way.. giving flowers, chocolates, cards, gifts, greetings and many others to thier loveones,family and friends. Nakakainggit kayo.... Here in Saudi Arabia,you can celebrate in secret way. As we follow and respect the rules of The Kingdom.... Happy valentines to all...

Sandstorm

Sandstorm......

In almost 19 months in the Kingdom, today is the worst sandstorm happen and I experienced in Riyadh because maybe am a neophyte in this country.. Woke up in the morning because I can't breath... DUST...DUST....DUST.... I don't have any mask to use for me to go back to sleep again..and I can't sleep..NALIGO NA LANG AKO...

On the street almost all people wearing mask,hunky and other clothes to wrap thier face to protect from dust...All vehicles on the streets ON their headlights...and reduce the speed to avoid accident. All domestic and International flights tempory cancelled.

"TRUST"

It's very hard to gain TRUST from someone

and to TRUST someone!

For me, I'm a kind of person that gives TRUST always on my heart no matter who you are... I can not say "NO" to those friends asking for a favor...whatever..,help, money..ect..ect... My experiences this fast few days, months ago or almost a year realize me that this is enough "TRUSTING anyone else" should be stopped. How many thousand of RIYALS out of my pocket, swipe my credit cards givin' to them, as a favor. Now I need my money back because I need it badly, but how?

1. One of my kabayan "country men" promised to pay me back the money (SR?000.) on saturday 31 Jan 2009 but he didn't. Unfortunately he was on vacation (Philippines) on 1st of Feb 2009. 6 months vacation.. waaaaaaaaaaaaa natakasan ako ni kabayan...
2. One friend also ask a favor 8 months ago to buy N95, Sony digital camera, N82 using my credit card (visa and matercard ).... yes of course i did it... He is my bestfriend... NOw his company closed... mag exit n sya..... OH MY GOD..what happen to me...

TO ALL BLOGGERS I HOPE, IT WILL NOT HAPPEN TO YOU. THIS EXPERIENCE MAKES ME CRAZY...BE AWARE AND CAREFUL. THERE ARE A LOT OF FRIENDS.

BEST FRIEND AND TRUE FRIEND

THEY ARE NOT THE SAME..

SOMETIMES YOU CHOOSE A BESTFRIEND BUT HE IS NOT TRUE..

IN ANOTHER SIDE

HE IS NOT YOUR BESTFRIEND BUT HE IS THE ONE TRUE TO YOU..

Hidden Valley

This picture was taken last Aug.24,2007. 25 days after I arrived in the Kingdom... Mr.Ruben Little Debenhams store Manager invite me to join their bonding after they achieved the 3rd quarter target.. Am very lucky for this experience.. Some says, this place is the end of the world, because of the high cliff.

"Hawak kamay" (Holding Hands)

Hawak kamay is composed and popularized by Josephine "YENG" Constantino. Philippines local talent search (ABS-CBN 2).... PINOY DREAM ACADEMY SEASON 1 Grand Prize winner. It's all about her cousin, her best of friend, barkada and ect..ect... She composed the song before the talent search auditon in 2006.

In the Philippines, anyone makes holding hands, absolutely they're lovers or gays.... but in Arabs countries this is common scensrio to their friends... Not including filipino huh!!!!!! Mutawa will catch you....

KUNG HEI FAT CHOI

Happy New Year to everyone.

January 26,2009.

Chinese New Year is the longest and most important celebration in the Chinese calendar. The Chinese year 4707 begins on Jan. 26, 2009.
Chinese months are reckoned by the lunar calendar, with each month beginning on the darkest day. New Year festivities traditionally start on the first day of the month and continue until the fifteenth, when the moon is brightest. In China, people may take weeks of holiday from work to prepare for and celebrate the New Year.

An Obstinate Year.

Legend has it that in ancient times, Buddha asked all the animals to meet him on Chinese New Year. Twelve came, and Buddha named a year after each one. He announced that the people born in each animal's year would have some of that animal's personality. Those born in ox years tend to be painters, engineers, and architects. They are stable, fearless, obstinate, hard-working and friendly. Jack Nicholson, Jane Fonda, Walt Disney,Anthony Hopkins , and of course Me, were all born in the year of the ox.

Fireworks and Family Feasts

At Chinese New Year celebrations people wear red clothes, decorate with poems on red paper, and give children "lucky money" in red envelopes. Red symbolizes fire, which according to legend can drive away bad luck. The fireworks that shower the festivities are rooted in a similar ancient custom. Long ago, people in China lit bamboo stalks, believing that the crackling flames would frighten evil spirits.

The Lantern Festival

In China, the New Year is a time of family reunion. Family members gather at each other's homes for visits and shared meals, most significantly a feast on New Year's Eve. In the United States, however, many early Chinese immigrants arrived without their families, and found a sense of community through neighborhood associations instead. Today, many Chinese-American neighborhood associations host banquets and other New Year events.
The lantern festival is held on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month. Some of the lanterns may be works of art, painted with birds, animals, flowers, zodiac signs, and scenes from legend and history. People hang glowing lanterns in temples, and carry lanterns to an evening parade under the light of the full moon.
In many areas the highlight of the lantern festival is the dragon dance. The dragon—which might stretch a hundred feet long—is typically made of silk, paper, and bamboo. Traditionally the dragon is held aloft by young men who dance as they guide the colorful beast through the streets. In the United States, where the New Year is celebrated with a shortened schedule, the dragon dance always takes place on a weekend. In addition, many Chinese-American communities have added American parade elements such as marching bands and floats.

Hazing....

LEAH LAMINERO

Another victim of hazing ... How does it happen again.. Who is the responsible? The member? The Organization? Or itself?

In September 25,1993 I become a full pledge member of a Fraternity (BETA PHI OMEGA 1969 fraternity & sorrority)..

I received a 75 full swing paddle and uncounted half swing paddle, sampal dito sampal don hangang namaga ang aking mukha, hangang bumigay ang aking katawan at ako'y hinimatay....Di ko lubos maisip at nakasurvived ako.. mula puwet hangang binti, kulay duhat ang kulay ng aking balat at kalamnan.. Pati s pagdumi, di ako makaupo sa toilet bowl. Umiiyak ako sa scenariong yon.

Curiousity is the reason of why I decided to join the Organization. No regrets,no doubts and fucos was what on my mind before. The organization take care of me, because my family don't care about me...

In 2004 to 2006 I became a Provincial Grand Chancelor in Region 11 (Southern Mindanao). Now am very happy to be one of them... LONG LIVE BETANIANS 1969.

"PAPA" Happy birthday

Wilfrredo Ejercito Paracuelles

January 12,1943..Badian, Cebu, Philippines my father's birth place. Today is his 66th birthday. In 1990 I left my hometown to proved to him that am strong enough to face the world of humanity. Since then, I didn't go back home to celebrate his birthday and even to greet him a

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY". Now it's to late to tell him, because he will not come back forever...

He is not a perfect father to my family but when he left us, i missed him so much. He is still my father. Every time i think of him, there is a pain in my heart, tears in my eyes, and still hoping that one day i hug and tell him that I LOVE HIM, but on other side of my mind says"RONAN WAKE UP" he's gone, it's too late. HE'S DEAD. ( I write this,with tears in my eyes) PAPA wherever you are. I LOVE YOU, even it's too late, in my heart you still there...

Happy Birthday PAPA. I LOVE YOU!!!!!

ROOM 24

Building 2, 2nd floor, flat no. 24

For almost 18 months in the KINGdom.

This is my HOME, the place now I belong..

From the whole day work try to relax alone...

Thinkin' the hometown what's goin on....

Wake up every morning,

To do what is the daily routine;

Everyday schedule make me ensane...

Thanks GOD that I have a FRIEND..

To make me happy again...

Othaim Mall Rabwah

This is the place were I work for, since April 2008 Mr. Darren Guyyat transfer me to this mall to handle the branch...

"PRISON BREAK"

DON, MAHONE, T-BAG

SUCRE, MICHAEL ,LINCOLN

SARA, GRETCHEN, BELLICK

Lots of characters in every episode,(in every episode one will die) a breathtaking story .

Prison break is my favorite shows in the US. The story is all about " love" to a brother (Michael scolfield to his older brother Lincoln Borrows). Lincoln was frame up and jailed. Michael has a plan to help his brother to get out from " The Fox River Penintentiary''. Michael jailed because of Bank Robbery.

He meet Sara (Fox River Doctor).

Sucre Michael's buddy inside the prison.

Alexander Mahone or Mahone (FBI agents) in season 1 and 2 . His inmates in SONA (Panama)in season 3 and become buddy in season 4.

Greatchen an Agents of THE COMPANY, lovers of General, see her in season 3 and 4

Bellick - Fox river warden, terminated from his work after the jail break in season 1. Inmates of Michael, Mahone and T-bag in season 3 in SONA Panama. He died in season 4 only to help Michael and lincoln to find SCYLLA.

Don- FBI agents from good man to bad. see him in season 3

T-bag - you heats this man, from the very start of the season to season 4........

PRISON BREAK Season 1

Episode

1. Pilot
2. Allen
3. Cell Test
4. Cute poison
5. English,Fitz or Mercy
6. Riots,drills & d Devil 1
7. Riots,drills & d Devil 2
8. The old head
9. Tweener
10. Sleigh of hand
11. And there were 7
12. Odd Man out
13. End of the Tunnel
14. The Rat
15. By the skin & the teeth
16. By other's keeper
17. J-Cat
18. Bluff
19. The key
20. Tonight
21. Go
22. Flight

PRISON BREAK SEASON 2

Episode

1. Manhunt
2. Otis
3. Scan
4. First down
5. Map 1213
6. Subdivision
7. Buried
8. Dead full
9. Un Earthed
10. Rendezvous
11. Bolshoi Booze
12. Disconnect
13. The Killing Box
14. John Doe
15. The message
16. Chicago
17. Bad Blood
18. Wash
19. Sweet Caroline
20. Panama
21. Fin del Camino
22. Sona

PRISON BREAK SEASON 3

Episode

1. Orientation
2. Fine / Water
3. Call waiting
4. Good Fences
5. Interference
6. Photo Finish
7. Vamonos
8. Bang of Bura
9. Boxed In
10. Dirt Nap
11. Under and Out
12. Hell or High Water
13. The Art Of The Deal

PRISON BREAK SEASON 4

Episode

1. Scylla
2. Breaking and Entering
3. Shutdown
4. Eagles and Angels
5. Safe and Sound
6. Blow Out
7. Find the hand Way
8. The Price
9. Greatness Achieved
10. The Legend
11. Quiet Riot
12. Selfless
13. Deal or No Deal
14. Just Business
15. Giving Order
16. The sunshine State

"Batha,Batha" Pano Ka ginawa.....

This picture is the night view of BATHA, Riyadh KSA. This place were the filipino's distination in Riyadh. Shopping, Groceries, Money transfer, Restaurants in Manila Plaza, Pinoy Supermarket, Quiapo and Pasalubong. Batha is the meeting place of all....Ralatives, friends, chatmate.. hmmmm (E.B.)

Electron building is the answer, if you want gadgets, cellphone, laptops , CATterpillar shoes and acc's.,etc... Hmmmm They says, Electron also is the place were our other"KABABAYAN" looking for extra income, Ano yon!!!!! Eto rin kasi ang tambayan ng iba nating kababayan belong to third sex..

Thursday and friday is the kingdom's week ends, this is the time were all Kabayan from nearby towns and cities do shoppings and groceries for the whole week budget. If salary comes, sending monies to their love ones in "THE PHILIPPINES" thru ENJAS, TELEMONEY, AL RAJI and SAMBA BANK. You found here, all our Kababayan, from different Places in our country. BISAYA, TAGALOG, MOSLEM, ILONGGO, KAPAMPANGAN at marami pang iba. At dito mo rin makikita ang mga Kababayan natin mula s iba't ibang estado ng buhay, mula sa pinkamataas na posisyon hangang sa pinakamababa n posisyon sa kumpanya. You meet here some of them are TNT(tago ng tago) (undocumented country men).